Up to you to decipher… your story.
Freedom days are going to draw a close end soon. Together days with Jazz will be getting lesser too. I am starting work next week, where it is also my first full-time job for the going on 21 years of my life.
I feel… excited, nervous, curious, anxious and a little frightened.
It is never my forte to be confident enough of my abilities and capabilities. Even before I take the first step, I would start to think of backing out.
However, I thought if I do not (even at least) try to making an effort for the first baby step, there is no way to learn the experiences and to reach where I want to be.
Through dreams, it gives you guidiance. But through actions, it will definitely bring you to somewhere where you truly belong. Of course, that also includes the amount of efforts you are putting it in.
I really do not want to keep staying at a spot and doing nothing. I want to make a difference. To my life, and hopefully able to others’ in the future as well.
