Make a decision, flip a coin.

Sometimes (or rather frequent these days) I wonder and ponder (haven’t really seen any progress on-going, yes, sadly) if I am trying to force myself doing it.

Reality and dream. Pretty contrary and ironic in here. Especially in a place where I would probably live my entire lifetime.

Give me strength, amber enough of it. And to the extent that I would be able to prove myself, for the choice I have made, ain’t wrong.